MY DAD ---> the sexiest lifetime guiness ambassador ......... check out his sexy high face... "i'm highhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh"

My MOMMA---> cute lil kittie kittie... but beware ... you havent seen her when she turns into a tiger.. it would be one hell of a ride! hihiihihi soweeeeeeeeee maaaaaaaaaaaaa:D

SOUTH BEACH MIAMI---> Nudies...............

MICKY squished by two fat dwarfs!!!!!!!!!!

NATO: PRESIDENT OF THE BIGGEST LOSER CLUB

This issue has long passed and i have forgotten totally until i crossed path this particular individual today... it reminded me of how some people can be so.. erm... inmatured?? for their AGE?

i just dont understand.. perhap i have underestimated certain individuals whom i thought were cool and true to themselves.... perhaps i thought i could be honest with thsi certain individual.. i was wrong.... hell i was totally wrong...

Want to know what i got for being honest and stating what i felt about this certain individual ONE PARTICULAR action... i get taunts and i get branded and then i get avoidance.... so much for being an open minded "westernized" "liberal" "cool" individual..!!!...pooooooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!

branded for being honest about ONE issue?? ONE issue?
just becasue i stated my disatisfaction over ONE issue.. which is very menial...over a stupid game of badminton and how some certain individual is so eager to play but too afraid to solve the issue pertaining to the court we are using..who constantly "complain" and ask everyoe else to solve the problem that is clearly his too, then flip his words like a pancake whenever someone else tries to take an action to solve it. petty isnt it..... for saying that he shouldnt flip his words and shoudl just face the music and solve the issue together..... now everytime i open my mouth about anything i get remarks like: " ohh i dont wanna mess with you".."ohh i dont wanna say anything" even before i finish my sentence!!! to this day i dont see any fairness in this.... its petty really

Duh.......... I just cant understand what's you freaking problem man..... so much for claiming to be an open minded liberal and whatever shit person.. you can't even accept criticism without being offended and act offensive ..ist childish and cowardly.. and then you complain about everything around you... and do nothing about it.. WHAT A LOSer....and criticised everyone else who are actually trying to solve issues instead of bitching about them or asking someone else solve the problem for you.. then make it sound like its the other persons problem.....
at least i know im not a NATO.. and im no coward.....:) i dont go running away from anything everytime it is placed into my plate.

i have underestimated that particular individual.. perhaps its better to say "over estimated "that person... this particular individual im talking about is truly a the bigest coward and the bigest loser in my eyes now and I have little respect for him...

just an advice: if you dont intend to do anything about an issue, do not complain and ask someone else to do your dirty job for you then back stab the person.. right in her face.... and then apologize... and then make it look like its the other person's problem and start avoiding the person like she is a "kusta" case.... you are one hell of a messed up case man!

what a loser... thank god i have better and more quality people around me who are actually really OPEN and are TRUE to themselves.... If you can't stand me being me then beat it suckerrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr!!!


No more badminton match for me thats for sure.....

SLEEPY LAH:


10 reasons why students dislike me and why I am a true lecturer.

1. Im sarcastic.
2. Im cynical.
3. I make stupid insulting jokes about their stupid lame work.
4. I look angry half the time.
5. I stamp my feet when I walk.
6. I pin point students who dont pay attention to me when I am lecturing
7. I complain about them all the time.
8. I give them a snigger instead of a sincere smile.
9. I run away from having to consult them all the time becasue they ask the most outrageous questions---> e.g: "how to draw?"
10. I let them "satay" me and let them think that they are successful at it and then get really tough on their grades when I am evaluating when they think they are gonna get more from me.

ONE GOOD REASON WHY IM A TRUE LECTURER:

I push students beyond what they think they are capable of by doing the above ten:D

Right now: I'm just jaded

MY SOUL SISTER

My ASS partner...:) Sounds crude... hihihi ---> BEFORE YOU JUMP TO ANY CONSLUSIONS---->ASS stands for ANNOYING SECOND SISTERS... Yeaps.. thaTS what julia and me arr.... A middle child( my crazy cuzzie.. more like my lil CRAZIE sister)
always a little bit more insecure, feel a little bit more unlove, need a little bit more just and fairness , a little bit more crazy than most... a little different....:) .. both of us always feel the same.. thats why she is my soul sister... the little sister i never had...:) COS WE ARE SIMILAR IN A LOT OF WAYS... cept she is cuter and im MEANER:))

my "ten ten kong kong " friend... JULIA ...although just 23( my cousin actually) is matured for her age:) although she can be naive at times.. she is truly a great friend to me:) the little sister i never had(i wished so bad i had but instead i got two brothers---> dont get me wrong they are great) and i really hope it will continue when she goes to OHIO( which is really soon) .. sad but I am so god damm proud of her! YOU GO OHIO GIRL!! I will truly miss her when she is gone(hopefully she will still be online snooping on other people's blog so i can catch up with her) maybe talk about guys :)) arrrrrrrrrrrr nobody to whoop my tooot... and ill really miss pinching her nice "tauhufa" arms.... and her trademark whine"arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr" LIA!! you are truly one of a kind and I will treasure you alwaYs!!;) Ohio girl!!1 give it all you goT!!!!! ;)

Peekaboo... My first entry for my blog.... this blog is created a while ago... been busy straightening my life up... after 5 whole years of mess.. Its still in a mess but its a lil more straightened out..Thinsg are going great for me finally.. ( hope it last) career wise i guess....after 1/2 a decade of mishaps and bad luck... im still busy.. but im feeling rather lazy right now.. do i guess i should try what my sis and my soul sister enjoy doing all these while.. blogging... of course i have no flair of words.. just flat and just me... how i speak is how i write.....


Oh well back to being self absorbed right now... where did i stop... oh yeah my life was in a mess..... straightened out.. its looking better now .. hopping it would last...:) ... my bf is finally coming over to malaysia... that poor guy.. having gone through so much these past couple of month.... on top of that having to cope with me and my impossible demands( well that's what all gfs do!!!) he finally decide to leave his country and come to be with me for a while.... phew when i heard the news it was like as if i have a thousands butterflies flying in my tummy... i skipped as i walk around my work place to finish my daily tasks....indeed we need to be togetherbadly.. we haven't seen each other for a year now and things are getting really stressful..... distance is never good especially when you are in love... Hopefully when he is here it will mend broken us a little.. one can only imagine the strain of this relationship... A lot of people dont agree and dont see this working but i guess if you have the determination.. everything is possible.. and believe me.. it really needs a lot of determination, trust, commitment and understanding... i give him credit for that understanding part.... as i lack that......

in a couple of weeks we will be together... i hope things will turn out good.... the first thing ill definitely do when i see him at the airportis give him a really long tight hug!!!!! (love storylah konon)